Monday, August 28, 2023
Although our relationship was short lived, Earl has gained a huge place in my heart, that I'll forever cherish. He was the first one to be willing to always help me, from mowing my lawn, helping me around the house with things like putting my door in, rearranging, or just simply hanging a picture or helping to clean, he was always there to lend a hand. Earl was happiest when he was making others happy, he enjoyed giving, and boosting peoples spirits. Even when he was in low times himself, he always tried to lift me, and others, up, reminding us that we're amazing, or kind, or strong and got this, he was always, ALWAYS, reminding me the glass was half full and to look at the bright side of things, even when he wasnt in the best of situations himself, he still expressed concern, for others, always putting everyone elses well being before his own. Earl was a lover, maybe others seen him as a fighter, which, he definitely could be, there's no denying that, but, deep down, Earl was a lover, and if he loved you he would fight to the bitter end for you. I was fortunate to be able to see a soft side of Earl, that maybe not too many have seen, a side that was happy to just love and be loved in return, a side that was gentle and kind and giving and caring, and although I'm extremely sad at losing him, I am also so happy that we got as close as we did, before having to say goodbye so suddenly.
I'm going to miss you Earl, I know you're up there probably telling me to, toughen up and stop crying, but I can't help it, because like Ive told you before, if you feel like you gotta cry .. then cry, if you're sad be sad, and I'm so sad the last time we talked was really the last time we will ever talk. I love you, I'll miss you, I have one badass angel looking out for me now, until we meet again, xo.
